So, it's December already! My favorite month of the year*rarwwwww*. Sem 2 has almost come to an end. Final is coming, oh and not to forget that
Recently, I've been missing home. Longing for my mom's cook is torturing at times. I wanted a proper meal. In fact, I'm not the type of person who will feel homesick easily. I just can't get going with my life now. I wish time can just stop for a moment for me to think. Thinking about myself, I actually lost a lot of passion towards my hobbies and everything else.
Also, I've been thinking/struggling about withdrawing from the course I'm studying now....It's not an easy decision as I'm here for half year already. You see, I'm interested in arts, yet I'm an science stream student in my high school. And for now, I'm studying accounting. However, I don't use "no account base" as an excuse for myself for keep failing my account subject. It's not an easy task to understand all those theory, credit, debit and all sort of things. I do try hard to study, but I barely understand anything. I'm kind of fed up already.
I do tried to talk to my mom regarding this matter, but the conversation ends within 1 minute. So yea. I just hope that I can be more productive start from this month. Things will get better soon, I hope so.